TRUST...

प्याज की हर तह का रंग अलग होता है ,
और हर तह के साथ आंसुओं की तासीर भी बदल जाती है

Trust is a small word with which a person lives is life. After all a person trust someone for support. I have seen people breaking my trust and till now I haven’t forgiven them. It can be that I have said,” It doesn’t matter to me but somewhere down the line in my heart, I still feel the pain and that’s why still I can’t forgive them.

We have the habit of saying many things, making big promises without knowing the consequences, without knowing that will we able to do it or not, without thinking that if we fail, is this thing going to shake the person trust on you. It actually hurts when someone breaks your heart.

But what about when you break someone’s trust? I think life has its own way of teaching. It taught me that if it breaks the person whose trust is broken so does of that person also who have broken the trust, if he has done it unintentionally or the person is closely associated with us.

But then there is another angle to Trust, for which the above lines are said. It actually tells about those who says many thing to us, but as you start getting closer to them or start understanding them in better manner, you can see that they have a “Level of Trust” and then we have to figure out that on which level we are? According to the person, we can be a very important person but on the “Level of Trust” we are not synchronized. And then you come to know that whatever people say to you, we still have a long way to go to build Trust. As it is said” Trust is not built overnight. It takes a long time and sometimes even lifetime to build it”.

I, hereby admit that it’s my fault that I feel that what people say is what they mean. I think I still have a long way to go.

इंतज़ार

मेरी आँखों में आज भी है उसका इंतज़ार
उसे हो न हो, मुझे आज भी है उससे प्यार
वो एक बार मेरे प्यार को कुबूल तो करे
उस पे कर दूँ अपनी सारी ज़िन्दगी निसार

पाई थी हर चीज़ जो चाही मैंने ज़िन्दगी में
बस तेरी उल्फत के आगे मैं हो गया बर्बाद
कब तक राह देखता मैं भी तेरे आने की
अरसो से कर रहा हूँ मैं तेरा इंतज़ार

एक मुद्दत हो गयी, उसका दीदार किए हुए
झलक जो उसकी दिखे, तो आ जाए इस दिल को करार
सब को यकीन है, मेरी मोहब्बत पे इक उसके सिवा
काश वो दिन भी आए जब उसे हो मेरे इश्क पर ऐतबार !!!!!!!

कभी पलकों पे आंसू है , कभी लब पे शिकायत है
मगर ऐ ज़िन्दगी मुझे तुम से मोहब्बत है

जो आता है वो जाता है, ये दुनिया आनी जानी है
यहाँ हर शय मुसाफिर है, सफर में जिंदगानी है
उजालो की जरूरत है, अँधेरा मेरी किस्मत है,
मगर ऐ ज़िन्दगी मुझे तुम से मोहब्बत है

ज़रा ऐ ज़िन्दगी थम ले , तेरा दीदार तो कर लू,
कभी देखा नही जिसको उसे प्यार तो कर लू,
अभी से छोड़ के मत जा अभी तेरी जरूरत है।
मगर ऐ ज़िन्दगी मुझे तुम से मोहब्बत है

कोई अनजान सा चेहरा उभरता है फिजाओं में ,
ये किसकी आहटें जगी मेरी खामोश राहों में,
अभी ऐ मौत मत आना, मेरा ठिकाना जन्नत है,
क्यूंकि ऐ ज़िन्दगी मुझे तुम से मोहब्बत है......

कुछ अफ़साने दिल से ........

देखा जब हमने आसमान को तो अफ़साने बदल जाते है
सोचता हूँ एक हसीं शाम तो सितारे बदल जाते है
राह पे बेठे थे हम नज़ारे बिछाये किसीकी
पर वो है की कम्बक्त रास्ते बदल जाते है

याद आती है उनकी आंसू भी आती है पलकों पर
पर हर सुबह की शुरुआत में ईरादे बदल जाते है
दिल की आरजू है वो भी कभी चुप के से देखे हमे
पर उनकी हर अदा में उनके इशारे बदल जाते है

रखा था हमने उनको दिल के बहुत करीब
पर वो आते ही नही ये ज़माने बदल जाते है
कहते है इंतज़ार एक मलहम है दर्द -ऐ -दीवानगी का
पर कभी कभी इन्तेज़ार में दीवाने बदल जाते है

अगर तकनी ही है राह किसी की तो
मौत की तको बेवफा नही वो उस जालिम की तरह
पर फिर भी कुछ कह नही पाते
जालिम दुनिया में तो अपने तक बदल जाते है

देखा जब हमने आसमान को तो अफ़साने बदल जाते है
सोचता हूँ एक हसीं शाम तो सितारे बदल जाते है

It's all about FRIENSHIP (Dedicated to my Best Friend)

A true friend never walks away
A true friend will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
even when there is no clue

A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift

A true friend tries to make you smile
Also Tries to replace that frown
He may not always succeed
But will rarely let you down

These arms for you are open wide
In this heart does care reside
And when I know that you need me
There with you I'll always be

I'll take care to burn your fears
I promise not to laugh
I’ll take away your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last

I'll keep you safe near my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
And also when you're here.

This is a Thought I would like to share:

When I was a young man

I wanted to change the world

I found it was difficult to change the world

So I tried to change the nation

When I found I could not change the nation

I began to focus on my town.

I could not change the town and as an older man,

I tried to change my family.

Now, as an old man,

I realize the only thing I can change is myself

and suddenly I realize that

If long ago I had changed myself

I could have made an impact on my family.

My family and I could have made an impact on out town.

Their impact could have changed the nation and

I could indeed have changed the world

Die to Live......Don't Live to Die

First We were dying to get out of school and wanted to join the college. Now We are dying to pass from college and start working. Then We will die to get married and have kids. Then one day We will die to give our kids and spouse a comfortable life. Then We will die to retire from our work to relax. And then one day We will finally die. On Our death-bed We will realize that all these life We died for many things and forgot to “Live the Life”.

So Life is Precious and We all must learn to Cherish it and Enjoy it to the fullest.

The Most in Life...

The Most Irritating thing in Life is “When you actually wanted to cry and you can't cry"

The Most Beautiful thing in Life is to, “Walk in Rain so that nobody can see tears"

The Most Painful thing in Life is to, “When you think of the best days of your life and you ask yourself will those days be back again and your mind silently says "NO".

The Most Important things in Life are actually not the “Things”

The Most Exciting thing in life is “Actually to walk on Horizon”.

The Most Regretting thing in life is “Nothing”.

The Best part of Life is to sit with your loved one in silence and let the silence speaks for you coz sometimes words never matter.

The Worst part of Life is to sit right beside your love knowing that u can never have her and will never see her again

The Most Undoing Quality of most of the people that they Think too much, the Most Undoing Quality of mine is that I Feel too much.